Wednesday, December 8, 2010

written by me. no offense #hoh?

Title: One-Sided
Genre: (failed) angst *sigh*, one-shot
Rate: PG-13
Character: Victoria

She stared at her phone blankly, waiting for something from someone to came out. Just a simple message like 'How was your day?' or 'Are you okay?' will make her feel satisfied and boost her mood for a full-day.

Because that means, he still have a little attention for her.

She opened her inbox folder and browsed through the messages there. She smiled at some message but frowned at the other.

Love could make someone go crazy, her dongsaengs thought while nodding silently at each other.

Then, her phone rang and she will yelped in excitement. Her dongsaengs rolled their eyes together, started from Luna, then they decided to leave the leader in the livingroom alone with her craziness.

She didn't know and doesn't even care. Her smile grew wider to a grin when she typed a reply for the message.
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It's been a week since the last time they texted each other (well, if you call asking about each other's condition as texting, then count it). She knew that he's busy with his new group, with recording, shows, and debut stages. But it's being too much and she felt like... his affection for her has gone.

Her mood went down, her dongsaengs were being a bit frustated. She's the leader but yet she has no power she usually does. When they asked about her condition, she always just nods her head slightly as the approval that she's okay, but her eyes say no. What does she need now is the little attention.

She avoided her own phone, like having a bad phobia on it. Just staring at it with no hope is hurts like hell. Everytime she wanted to text him, her heart says no.

She knows, she always knows. Her feeling is one-sided and people always say that one-sided feelings have no hope.

She hates the truth that her relationship with him is just like an oppa-dongsaeng relationship. Not more than that. She knows that all the affection he has poured to her, is just like a big brother's love for his little sister. Although the one who is older is her, but that's the way he treat her. And someway, somehow, it hurts.

The way he took care of her is the same way with him to her dongsaengs. At first she felt that he treat her 'more special', but now she has realized about the real fact.
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*click*

She pressed the 'delete' button and erased all of his messages. A depressed sigh escaped from her lips and a faint smile appeared at her face.

Like what her 3 dongsaengs have said to her, she has to move on. Sulli has threaten her to erase his messages from her phone or she will do it by herself. Even Krystal has promised to take her and introduce her to Krystal's college friends (for what? yeah, blind dates. sometimes Krystal is too crazy)

She sighed once more, wiped the tears that appeared at her eyes and smiled. She put her phone away and hummed,

"Nan neol, neol saenggakhamyeon,
Neomu apa, apa apa, apa apa..."
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Well sorry if there's a bunch of typo here. see, i'm writing with my iPod touch and i'm typing in a lightning speed, so... yeah you know.

anywaaaayyy, umm, do you know what's the pairing here? or who's the 'he' in this fanfiction?

it's 우리 슈퍼 주니어 막내 (our Super Junior's maknae), 초 규현 (Cho Kyuhyun), hehe xD

so that means that this is a KyuToria fanfics! *bricked by khuntoria shippers*

2 comments:

  1. jujur, i love your angst fanfic. LOVE IT TO THE MAX OH ITS AWESOME AWE-SOME YOU KNOW WHAT ITS FREAKIN AWESOME YOU SHOULD WRITE MOREEEEEEEE ANGSTY FICS!!!!!!!!! I WANT MOREEE!!!!!!! *gila*

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  2. dell, santai. AAAAAWWWW MAKASIH DELLA I LAP YU SO MUCH MUCH MUCH :* berarti ini bukan failed angst? kok aku nganggepnya failed ya ._.

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