Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
another lyrics
Romeo + Juliette
A painful love story
A love that chilled my heart
Leaving only my gasping breath
Getting further away, growing faint
(oh oh oh oh oh oh)
Girl meets boy
and begins a painful love
their unspeakable love becomes an echo
and love begins again
I loved her, I wanted her
I only saw her, so even though I hate this
My heart cries, wanting to express more
And another day passes in sadness
With only the memories of my love
I know being selfish about you is unnecessary
But now I feel a little confused
You who doesnt know is my boo
I only look at you
A love begins again
You don’t know me
or my love for you
A painful love begins again
I can’t control these feelings
that surge up when I see you
I hate the word goodbye
But I’m a fool that can’t even stop you
from leaving by saying ‘I love you’
I love you! I want to see you
(I still don’t understand)
I don’t know love, I don’t know heartbreak
I still don’t understand
But I know my heart wants you
Oh, my Girl! Oh, my Love!
(Baby, baby, baby, baby)
There is a cloud as pure as your eyes
Just knowing that we see it together is beautiful
The day when the clouds become rain
We can’t see it any longer
This unavoidable consequence
Really hits me at the bottom of my heart
Silently I think about you
I yell to myself ‘I like you’
The echo responds ‘No way’
Without you, my feelings are down
I still believe that you will return
I fell so deep in love
with such a girl like you
Don’t think of me as just a boy
I want to become a man
who can be your love
A love begins again
You don’t know me
or my love for you
A painful love begins again
I can’t control these feelings
that surge up when I see you
I hate the word goodbye
But I’m a fool that can’t even stop you
from leaving by saying ‘I love you’
I love you! I want to see you
Today I will say that I love you
I will make you love me
Our love began so difficultly
Even though you were waiting
I wasn’t able to hold onto you
But that old me is gone
A love begins again
You don’t know me
or my love for you
A painful love begins again
I can’t control these feelings
that surge up when I see you
I hate the word goodbye
But I’m a fool that can’t even stop you
from leaving by saying ‘I love you’
I love you! I want to see you
A love begins again, A love begins again
(A painful love story
A love that chilled my heart
Leaving only my gasping breath
Getting further away, growing faint)
That love begins again, that love begins again
(Girl meets boy
and begins a painful love
their unspeakable love becomes an echo
and love begins again)
I don’t want a goodbye, don’t want a goodbye
(Darling, there are more things I want to say
But knowing that it will never reach you
hurts my heart, hurts my heart, hurts my heart)
I don’t want a goodbye, don’t want a goodbye
(Darling, stop worrying about
if I will come back to you
Get rid of this foolishness, erase it, okay?
P.S Finally,
If I could hear your voice just once..)
I, I love you
another note: entah kenapa begitu denger lagu ini langsung dimasukin ke playlist galau. padahal belum baca translationnya
Romantic
Yeah, my girl
I'm an idiot
Your unforgettable love,
The final tears
Are ripping away at my whole heart
It's ripping away,
(I'm Sorry) I'm so sorry
I thoughtlessly walk
Wherever my heart takes me
It seems I am looking for
Those that look similar to you
I'm still standing at the same place
It almost seems like you just tapped my sagging shoulders
And hid from my sight
Why are you not there? can I not see you?
Are my eyes looking too far?
I trusted that I could love again
Still you stay, branded in my heart unmoving.
What do I do?
It can't not be you.
I am so miserable
That I realized this now
The pictures
Make it look like I am still your love
The heat of your body and your face
I can still feel it
Deep inside my heart
Still I have romantic in my heart
I want to go back.
So many days I had
Everything of you.
But why is it (baby why)
That now (tell me why)
That I can't find you?
I'm so frightened that
In the places where our memories are deeply embedded
That I may (I know) see you there with the perfect man.
I trusted that I would meet a love like you again
The pain of you branded in my heart is death
What do I do?
It can't not be you
I am so miserable
That I realized this now
The pictures
Make it look like I am still your love
The heat of your body and your face
I can still feel it
Deep inside my heart
Still I have romantic in my heart
I want to go back.
I guess I'm exhausted.
Left alone I wander,
Looking for the love left in the empty space where you were.
I'm begging you to look at me.
Look at the one so similar to you
This ordeal is too much for me
It so much worse than simply waiting
I became so similar to you that I copied even your habits
There is more of you inside me than myself
I wanna be, wanna be your man
Let's go back to the way things were
I want be reborn as a man that loves you
I won't hurt you ever again
Can I go? I wanna be... I won't let you,
Be your man
It can't not be you
I am so miserable
That I realized this now.
The pictures
Make it look like I am still your love.
The heat of your body and your face
I can still feel it
Deep inside my heart.
Still I have romantic in my heart
I want to go back.
It can't not be you
I am so miserable
That I realized this now.
(Your unforgettable love,
The final tears
Are ripping away at my chest
Leaving only scars that will never heal
Leaving me as my miserable self
I'm so distressed, what do I do?)
The heat of your body and your face
I can still feel it
Deep inside my heart.
Still I have romantic in my heart
I want to go back.
What do I do now?
another note (again): well this song is so-not-me, tapi yaudah emang nyantol gitu mau gimana lagi (?-_-)
yang penasaran ya silakan dengerin aslinya
anywaaay, annyeong!
Friday, December 24, 2010
well. these days i'm crazy 'bout reality shows. korean reality shows, like idol army or what-so-ever like that. kkkkk
and yes, i always download the episodes everyday. yes yes yes yes yes. woohoo~
my favorite one *or two? or three?* is Hello Baby (both Soshi's and SHINee's) then Idol Army and and and f(x) Koala. they could make you ROFL-ing practically. haha
btw, it's already the 5th day of my holiday. there's still... like, 9 days more?
but gosh i'm HELLA BORED at home. it's boringboringboringboring. all i can do is sitting in front of my computer, downloading some videos or just lying on my bed with earphones or headphones
even holiday could be this boring ==
oh yes! some days ago della shared a link of a video. a sick and crazy chicken CF video
but i love the chicken dong and chicken-chicken (instead of sorry sorry). i'm laughing like crazy whenever i watch the video, LOL xD
okay, that's all fellas. bye
p.s. if you want to watch the video, here you go:
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
2 years
Genre: angst
Rate: PG-13
Character: a girl, and, erm, a boy she adores (cut it short, it's Suzy and Taemin)
A/N this fanfic meant something to me~
well enjoy it, readers! :D
one-sided. i know this word too well.
'cause 2 years of one-sided feeling is not a short time. at least for me.
(well it's NOT 7 years of love *chuckled*)
since when have i had this feeling? 2 years ago, since his debut stage. err, scratch it. when we met at the bus stop. random? yes, it is.
why? i don't know why though, ask my brain. maybe it's because his angelic smile and mushroom hair -- and not to forget, his aegyo charm.
then how about now?
now?
i'm STILL in the try-to-forget stage right now.
why do you try to forget him?
because HE LIKES OTHER GIRL!
it hurts, for real. so, yes, imagine this.
what will you feel when you see your most-admired-person with another boy or girl, walking hand in hand, chatting, and texting each other intently?
yes. jealousy.
furthermore, it'll grow to a broken heart. then it will left a big big big scar in your heart.
after that you'll start to realizing the fact. then you'll try to not liking him anymore, and in the end, you'll be like me. forgetting
the truth is, until now, i still like him. and how could you forget someone if you meet and see him or her almost everyday?
Saranghandaneun iyujocha jwaega dwaetji
Gipeun sangchyeodeuleun ta deuleoga jaega dwaetji
Hajiman ilneun geotboda itneun geosi deo apaol ppoon
Even the reason I love became a sin
The deep wounds slowly burnt up and turned to ash
But to forget will be more painful than to lose it
*Obsession - SHINee*
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Holiday? YES, HOLIDAY! -- Part 1
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
random writing
YEAH the second MV. will download immediately. kekekeke
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"Where have you been?"
I always be by your side, my angel
"Where are you now?"
I'm here! Urgh. You can't hear me, right?
"Do you think about me? Please do. Because I do."
I do. Always
"Do you know how much I shed my tears for you? Do you know how bad is the pain? Do you know that I keep calling your name before I sleep, just to wish in the next day you'll back for me?"
I know. I've always watch you.
"I hate you. I hate you for making my life miserable, I hate you for made me suffer at the first time you gone, I hate you that much so I couldn't forget about you. I hate you, I hate you."
Do anything but not hate me, chagi. I'm sorry
"This pain is still the same pain, Jinki-ya,"
And it's also the same for me
"You left me alone. You leave without me!"
I don't want to left you alone! I want to be by your side!
"I still remember the last time we go together. Did you remember that?"
I still remember it too. The littlest details
"Could you please back, Jinki-ya? I miss you. Terribly miss you,"
I wish I could, chagi. I wish I could. Bogoshippeo
"I don't want to forget all of our memories, but they said I have to move on. I don't want to!"
Please don't forget about me! About us! About our memories!
"Should I go to the place where you are now?"
If you want to... No! Don't! It's not because I don't love you, but... you still have life to live in!
"I wish you could be by my side now,"
Chagi... I'm here! Can you hear me?
"I'm a fool for wishing like that, no?"
No! You're totally not a fool! I... I...
"If wishing upon a shooting star could do, I'll... I'll do it,"
.....
"But that will NEVER do,"
I wish that will EVER do
"Jeongmal saranghae, Jinki-ya,"
Na do saranghae, chagi. Please wipe your tears away. I hate to see your crying face
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She was sitting at the back garden of her house. Lee Jinki which she couldn't see was standing a meter away from her.
"Don't cry, chagiya, please don't..." he whispered. He hugged her from behind and she flinched a bit
"Do you feel my hug?" he moved and faced her, then kissed her lightly.
"Can you feel the kiss?" she touched her lips and tears started welling on her eyes.
"Is that you, Jinki-ya?"
"Yes. It's me, chagi. Don't cry. I'm here,"
"Is that you?"
"It's me! It's your Jinki!"
"Are you here for real?"
"It's for real,"
"But... but... I can't see you. I just can hear your voice,"
"I'm right in front of you,"
"There's nothing..."
"I wish you can see me,"
"I wish I can,"
"Can you see me now?"
"No, I see nothing,"
"Could you feel my hand?"
"Yes. Bogoshippeo Jinki-ya,"
"Na do Bogoshippeoyeo"
"Promise to me you won't leave me again?"
"As long as it's for you, dear my lady, I'll promise,"
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okaaaay. is this an angst? or fluff? or what? ahahaha --
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Please Babysit Our Maknae! -- Part 1
Title: Please Babysit Our Maknae! (Part 1) -- The Beginning
Genre: humor
Rate: G
Character: Taemin, Eunhyuk, Shindong, Kyuhyun, Donghae
Sunmor (Sunday morning) yang tenang di dorm SJ. Pagi ini mereka kumpul di dorm bawah untuk sarapan berjamaah sebelum berangkat ke tempat kerja masing masing.
BRANG GRUMBYANG BRENG BRENG BRENG!
"Woooi, makan!" teriak Ryeowook dari dapur sambil mukulin panci di tangannya pakai sendok sayur. Para makhluk SJ langsung duduk anteng di meja makan menghadap piring, nungguin makanannya dibagi sama Ryeowook.
"Apa menu hari ini?" Shindong mengelus perutnya.
"Soondae-gook, nasi, kimchi," jawab Ryeowook, mulai membagi makanan ke piring tiap member.
TING TONG, TING TONG, TING TING TONG TING TING TONG TING (?)
Saat mereka akan melahap makanan, tiba-tiba bel berbunyi.
"Halah, gangguin orang mau makan aje. Eunhyuk, bukain pintunya gih!" perintah Leeteuk sok ngebos. Eunhyuk malas-malasan bangkit dari kursinya dan menyeret langkah ke pintu.
"Siapa?" tanyanya. Awas kalau orang iseng, gumamnya dalam hati.
"Onew, hyung!" jawab orang di balik pintu. "Plus Taemin!"
"Halah, kalian toh. Kenapa?" tanya Eunhyuk sambil membukakan pintu dan menyuruh 2 hoobae-nya itu masuk.
"Tenang hyung. Bukan minta makan lagi kok," celetuk Taemin.
"Hush! Nggak usah buka aib!" Onew menjitak kepala Taemin. Yang dijitak cengengesan gaje.
"Jadi gini lho hyung. Jadi, begini, sebenernya itu, anu, hmm, itu lho, gini hyung..."
"Udaaaaah cepetan! Aku laper!" potong Eunhyuk
"Oke hyung. Jadi, tujuan kami kesini itu mau nitipin..."
"Nitip apaan? Si RooRoo (anjingnya Jjong)? Ogah! No thanks! Dorm sudah cukup penuh gara-gara Heebum, Hyaku, Ddangkoma dan cs cs nya itu!"
"Yee, siapa juga yang mau nitip RooRoo? Bisa nangis Jonghyun dipisahin sama si item berbulu itu! Kita mau nitipin si Taemin!" kata Onew langsung sambil nunjuk Taemin. "Dia besok ujian, jadi dapet libur. Di dorm gak ada yang ngawasin. Boleh titip ini anak kan hyung? Boleh ya? Boleh dong!"
Jidat Eunhyuk berkerut membentuk sixpack *apadeh*. Matanya melirik ke arah Taemin yang membawa satu ransel penuh buku. Ia mikir-mikir sebentar sebelum akhirnya membuka mulut.
"Ijin sama Teukie-hyung ajalah..." Eunhyuk berjalan ke ruang makan.
"Hyung, dicariin," katanya sambil menowel pundak si leader.
"Siapa?"
"OnTae. Cepetan! Udah ditungguin tuh anak dua di depan," tandas Eunhyuk sambil menyeret Leeteuk ke ruang tamu. Ia mendorong Leeteuk dan kabur ke ruang makan.
"Dasar dongsaeng kurang ajar!" rutuk Leeteuk. Siku kanannya terantuk meja gara-gara didorong si anchovy tadi.
"Annyeong hyung," sapa OnTae bersamaan. Leeteuk menganggukkan kepalanya.
"Annyeong. Ada apa?"
"Anu hyung, kita mau nitipin si maknae di sini," kata Onew. Leeteuk mendelik.
"Nitipin Taemin? Lu pikir kita babysitter?" pekik Leeteuk. Taemin cemberut.
"Siapa juga yang bayi, hyung!" gerutunya kemudian.
"Kamu!" tunjuk Onew dan Leeteuk bersamaan. Taemin melengos.
"Oke, kembali ke laptop eh topik, maksudnya nitipin itu bukan minta ngurusin atau apa, tapi cuma minta ngawasin aja. Dia ujian besok," jelas Onew. Leeteuk manggut-manggut.
"Jadi boleh, hyung?" tanya si Dubu memastikan.
"Yaaa..."
"Hyung?"
"Yaaa..."
"Hyung?"
"IYA BOLEH AH CEREWET AMAT SIH!!"
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Akhirnya Taemin ditinggal di dorm SJ dengan beberapa pesan dari Onew.
"Belajar yang serius!" Taemin mengangguk
"Teukie-hyung, tolong jaga anak ini," lalu Onew membisikkan sesuatu ke Leeteuk.
"Jangan ajari dia yang aneh-aneh. Matanya masih virgin dan innocent. Jangan sampai dia pinjam laptop Hyukkie-hyung! Bisa habis dibunuh Key aku kalau dia pulang nggak polos lagi!"
Leeteuk tertawa. "Yaaa, tenanglah! Lagian dia kan sudah besar!"
"Belum cukup dewasa untuk nonton yang kayak gituan hyung. Dia masih innocent,"
"Baik. Sudah sana, hus! Katanya ada jadwal!" dan Leeteuk pun berhasil mengusir Onew dari dorm dengan sukses.
Sepeninggal Onew...
"Hyung," Taemin menarik-narik lengan baju Leeteuk.
"Wae?" tanya Leeteuk heran.
"Lapeeer,"
"Lho, Key nggak ngasih kamu makan apa?"
"Tadi Umma belum masak waktu aku ke sini. Ayo hyung, aku laper," rengek Taemin. Mukanya memelas.
"Iyadeh. Ayo," Leeteuk menyeret Taemin ke ruang makan.
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Setelah sarapan, para makhluk SJ rapat darurat untuk menentukan siapa yang menjaga Taemin.
"Hari ini gak ada yang free hyung," lapor Siwon. Leeteuk memutar otak.
"Ada yang jadwalnya cuma satu-dua?" Siwon sibuk memperhatikan jadwal mereka.
"Shindong-hyung, Eunhyuk-hyung, Donghae-hyung, sama Kyuhyun,"
"Oke. Jadi yang jagain dia kalian berempat yaa," putus Leeteuk. Yang disuruh merengut.
"Ogaaah hyung, ogaaah!" keluh EunHae. Kyuhyun acuh tak acuh, tetap main PSP. Shindong... masih asik menggasak makanan sisa (rakus ._.)
"Aaah, udah! Gak usah protes!"
Friday, December 3, 2010
Jealousy
Title: Jealousy
Genre: yaoi, drabble
Rate: PG
Character: 2Min, Key
oke. kali ini pake bahasa indonesia ye HAHA. terinspirasi dari kiss scene-nya Minho di pianist, ceritanya Taem marah hahahaha xD
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SHINee's Dorm
BRAK! Terdengar suara pintu dibanting dari kamar Taemin. Key buru-buru keluar dari dapur dan berjalan ke kamar anak bungsunya itu. Ia mengetuk pintunya pelan.
"Taemin-ah, waeyo?" tanyanya.
"Anni, gwaenchana hyung," jawab Taemin.
"Taeminnie, buka pintunya sekarang atau aku akan mendobrak pintumu!" ancam Key. Ia mendengar suara langkah kaki, dan sedetik kemudian si mushroom headed boy sudah berdiri di depannya.
"Jadi, ada apa?" tanya Key setelah masuk ke kamar Taemin.
"Anni. Nggak papa kok hyung," jawab Taemin sekenanya.
"Lee Taemin. Nggak perlu bohong. Ayo, kenapa?"
"Aaaah, kan aku sudah bilang gak ada apa-apa hyung. Kok hyung gak percaya sih?" Taemin cemberut.
"Hei, aku umma di sini! Dan aku tahu kalau kau ada masalah. Ayo ceritakaaaaan~!" paksa Key. Taemin melengos.
".... ini... karena Minho-hyung," gumam Taemin.
"Kau ada masalah apa dengannya? Kalian marahan lagi?"
"Nggak! Bukan begitu hyung. Sebenarnya nggak ada apa apa. Tapi kemarin waktu aku nonton drama Pianist itu..."
"Oh, yayayaya. Bagian itu? Sudahlah! Itu kan cuma akting,"
"Tapi, aku capek! Hyung, aku capek melihatnya! Aku benci kalau dia harus melakukan hal 'itu' dengan orang lain, biarpun itu cuma untuk pekerjaan! Hyung..." Taemin terisak pelan.
"..."
"Hyung~ Umma~ bisakah kau katakan pada Minho untuk tidak mengambil peran seperti itu lagi?"
"Ara, ara, Taeminnie! Sssh, sudah! Nanti ajak saja dia bicara setelah dia pulang. Arasseo?"
"Ne, umma. Gomawo," gumam Taemin, tapi masih terdengar isakan di sela-sela kata-katanya. Key menghela napas pelan.
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Yak! rampung. drabble gak mutu. :P gak niat soalnya!
Sunday, November 14, 2010
tumblroll
biar isinya cuma reblog, tetep ajee XD
fyi, isi tumblr saya emang kebanyakan reblog. mbuh dari acc mana apa siapa yang penting kalau bagus saya reblog!
isinya juga kebanyakan picspam. this is why i love tumblr: because it's the heaven of fancam, fanphoto, and fanart which i love love love so much! emang bukan aku yang bikin tapi kan... tetep xD
some of those reblogs:
astaga. bandingin tingginya masya Allah #ngakak
wooo. saya tau sekarang kalau rambutnya key yang kemaren putih dicat coklat #ngasal
flaming charisma gituloooohhh xD
ini foto si jjong kagak beres ._.
SHINee's cutie-pie! kyeoptaaaa~!!
jinki si leader maniak ayam
favorite couple: 2min! gyaaaaaa xDD
oke. itu picspam gak penting. haha. cuma ngisi waktu begadang ini ._.
Friday, October 29, 2010
news
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Breaking KPop News
warning! bisa liat dari judul kan? mengandung korea-koreaan
last days, twitter rame gara-gara beberapa berita-berita. ada bencana kek DPR kemana kek pak SBY belum balik kek, tapi yang paling menarik perhatian adalah... tetep berita KPop
terutama karena aku banyak ngefollow account kpopfacts. semacam itulah.
dan yang paling paling paling hot sekarang: masalah jonghyun, yang barusan ngumumin kalau dia officially dating with someone.
reaksi shawol? OH YEAH. heboh pastinya. ada yang bikin anti-page Shin Se Kyung di cyworld, terus anggotanya jadi banyak banget. astagfirullah, biasa aja laaah -_-
yak, rampung jongkyung. sekarang MV Hoot yang akhirnya keluar! OH YEAH! langsung buru buru copy link ke savevid.com terus download akakaka xDD *ngakak setan* buat yang mau nonton MV nya, nih:
ada siwonnya ._. cakep kyaaa xDD kemaren SNSD pake minho sekarang pake siwon. duh mau dong jadi SNSD #plak
ngomongin minho... dia bakal ada di MV satu GB baru, kalau gak salah namanya VNT (maap saya lupa). sekarang yang keluar baru teaser movie-nya, jadi yang mau liat diharap sabar :P
oke, bye! cukuplah saya ngedan korea hari ini di blog, mau ngelanjutin download Hello Baby! nih :D
Tears, Heartbreak, Us
Character: 2min, slightly OnJongKey
Genre: romance, angst
Rate: General, PG-13
I was looking down at the street, down to my home
When I heard your voice then I turned my head
I saw you, with other boy, shorter than you
I noticed that it was one of our hyungs
I walked and started to run away, trying to hide my tears
After what I saw, still... I still feel the same
My eyes were stinging when I came home, rushed to my room and banged the door
Leaving Onew-hyung and Jjong-hyung staring at me, puzzled
Then I threw my body to my bed and buried my face to my pillow then cried there.
What I could do now was cursing and wiping my tears away
The pain is still the same pain
When I first saw you and him, walking together
Smiled at each other which I thought your smile has to be for me, not for him
When I saw you alone, I decided to confess to you
But should I do that?
I was too busy with my mind then I saw him hugging you from behind
I wiped my tears again
I've thought to give up, giving you to him
To keep this feeling deep inside me, inside my heart
Or, maybe, try to forget you
Forget those pains, those moments, those feelings
Letting those flown away with my tears
*inspired from: Quasimodo by SHINee*
















